i am going to crazy

大家好，我回来了。

这几天很多事发生 ，没有空。

给我的宝宝~~~

宝宝 ，谢谢你给我的爱。

如果一天我离开你 ，不是我不爱你

因为我太爱你

有时候你跟我说的东西

不是我不相信你

是我不相信我自己。

宝宝对不起~~~

家人~~

家人 ，我知道你们很担心我

不用担心我。

我只想一个人。

谢谢你的爱！！！

yesterday at night ,

Me and my friend when yong peng .

when i am coming back home ,

i fall sick , don't know what happen to me.

when i reach segamat , i called bao bao to come and fatch me

but i the end my friend sent me back home.

after awhile bao bao when back and look after me.

till today moning.

宝宝，谢谢你。

宝宝，我知道你一次都在忍我的脾气。

谢谢你，给我的爱。

我爱你。

不开心 :(

不开心的日子

今天 ，我跟宝宝吵架。

我不想跟她吵 ，可是就是因为她的工作

我们又吵了起来。

宝宝，

我真的不想看到你这么辛苦

你自会说我没有用 ，养不起你

你有没有想过我的感受？？

爱你不是两三天

我可以什么都不要，可是你不能

每次跟你吵了一后，我都很不开心。

因为我不想跟你吵。

宝宝，请你想过我好吗？？？

today is the 3th day.

今天是替三天了我还在想你。

我知道我很没有用因为我舍不得你。

当我知道我很没有心情我也不会归你因为你没有错

我知道你有很多心事我也没去问你我者的不可以做你的男友

我没有只可做你的男友。

因为我已经没有药酒了 ，希望你不要怪我。

我很想跟你说对不起 ，我没有做好男朋友因该做的事。

我只是希望你会遭到跟好的。

没有我在你的身边你要懂得保护。

真的很对不起你 ，你要的东西我给不聊你请你不要怪我好吗？

我不值得你去爱。

你的身活会跟好。

我真的很爱你噢。

你离开我是好事 ，应为我不好。

希望你会遭到跟好的。

祝你永远辛福。

saturday 7May2011 10:54pm

current mood : lonely

current song : 我以为

hey guy , i am back now.

today my feeling told me that i am a lonely boy.

i am very stress now , alot of thing keep on happening.

when i was talking to my family , no one free to chat with me.

the tv is importen then me.

when i call my girlfriend ,

she say that she want to chat with her friend.

why i am so lonely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i call my friend ,

no people pick up my call.

what the fuck is this??!!!!!

i feel that my life is nothing at all.

no want want to chat with me ,

i got alot of thing that in my heart ,

i just need a people , that can understand me.

IZZIT DIFITCULT?

i really hate my life.

HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!

what the fucking day.

today 10 jan 2011

this few day i really don't know what i am doing , keep qurrel with baobao.

i have try my best no to qurrel with her , but i really don't know what i have done wrong.

baobao , can you don't like that?

i really don't know what i have done , sometime i feel like runing away from this house.

i really tired leh. i don't wish that we break.

sometime you since to be happy but me?

you didn't even think about my feeling am i right?

whatever thing you do , you want mean want.

do you ever care about me?

do you?

you will always say that you and me got nothing to chat about.

you always say me that whatever i done is wrong , you ask yourself that did you tell me?

sometime you tell me that , when i tell you did you change?

you asking me to change , how about you?

how about you?

please think about my feeling can anot?

you will just think about yours but not mine.

you say you got think of me , why you want to lie to me ?

why?

just tell me why? you want to hurt me?

but what can i do?

i can do nothing at all , to see we break just like this.

why love let people hurt so much?

ca tell me anot?

just give me die man.