Current song : 煎熬 and Mine Mine
Current mood : EMO
To Mico Ean ~~~
Today is 18 day that we break up.
till today i miss you very much , without you my life become no more colour
whatever i see now is just black and white.
without you i can't do anything much ,
i really miss the day we been toghther for so long.
i know since the 25/02/12 that i hurt you
i know your feeling.
i know you will think that why do i hurt you this way.
izzit any problem between us or something have go wrong
the thing when wrong is you walk very close with other guy.
you will think that why i can't trust you.
it is because i really got hurt once , that the once is really enough for me.
not i don't trust in you , i really can't trust other guy.
althought i know you would't do this to me
but everytime you walk close with them ,
you make me think about the PAST how they treat me.
it is because lastime i don't care who they talk or hang out with
but in the end they hurt me alot.
the hurt that they gave to me
is really deep in to my heart.
but when you started came in to my life
i even have told myself that i need to forget about my past.
and have a now start with you.
Do you know i do all those thing is just want you
and stay with me.
but in the end ,
i trust my heart more then i trust you.
i know i have make a wrong choice that i didn't believe in you
end up i really regret it.
i know no matter what i say or do
you still would't forgive me that what i done to hurt you.
i just want to let you know whenever i am angry , i will think about the past.
and start to think too much you will like them and hurt me
i am so afraid that and this time i will give you attitude
and start to quarrel with you
whenever we quarrel my heart feel sad.
i know i should think too much that you will hurt me.
whenever you not with me
my heart beat very very fast and i start will thinking too much of the past.
since we been together so long
do you really want to throw or dump me alone at the side?
i really love you too much.
到了今天我每天都在想你
每次在想你时，我都很恨我自己
为什么我要恨你吵架？
我们在一起那么久以来
你从来没问过我为什么会胡思乱想
你会这样对我
你每次都说是我想太多
对，我是想太多了
我胡思乱想是我不对
对不起。
我真的知道错了
请原谅我？？？？？？？
我爱你
真的很爱你
歌：想太多 ，never be replace , you are not alone , a litter love , 心痛 ，让我欢喜让我忧
原谅我一次
all this is for you
